What Happens After a Spiritual Awakening?
First things first, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! I am so grateful to be able to do this work I love and to all of you for supporting me over the years. As a thank you, I have opened up another 10 spots for FREE 30-Minute Oracle Readings! Each session so far has been truly transformative for the receiver - and a joy to be able to offer with love. Hit reply with ORACLE and let me know if you want a slot. They are going quick!
Now - let's dive into SPIRITUAL AWAKENINGS, shall we? Because if you're feeling called to an Oracle reading right now, chances are you're navigating your own transformation.
Here's what no one tells you about spiritual awakening: it's messy, disorienting, and often deeply lonely.
I'm getting raw and personal in my latest episode, sharing my seven-year journey through what I call the "messy middle"—and why you're not broken if nothing in your life makes sense anymore.
Have you ever felt like your entire life suddenly doesn't make sense anymore? Like you're the only person in your circle questioning everything while everyone else seems perfectly content? You might be in the "messy middle"—that disorienting liminal space between who you were and who you're becoming. And I want you to know: you're not broken, and you're definitely not alone.
If you've ever:
Felt intense restlessness or a craving for "something more" that you can't quite name
Experienced shame or guilt for wanting change when your life looks perfect on paper
Found yourself isolated because your friends, family, or colleagues don't understand what you're going through
Tried to intellectualize or course-your-way through something that can only be understood through lived experience
Watched relationships, careers, or identities fall away as you transform into someone you barely recognize
...this episode is the hand-holding and validation you've been searching for.
You'll discover:
Why spiritual awakening isn't a one-time blissful event—it's an ongoing process that can span years
The pivotal Reiki experience in Thailand that catalyzed my seven-year awakening journey
What actually happens in the "messy middle" and why it feels so isolating
The difference between intellectual understanding and embodied wisdom (and why courses and books won't get you there)
Why the exhaustion of finally feeling again—both joy and grief—is part of the process
How to navigate the painful separation from your old life without feeling like you're losing your mind
Listen now on Spotify or Apple Podcasts
As I share in this episode: "I wish that seven years ago someone had taken my hand and explicitly said, Hey, things might feel weird for the next few years. It won't always make sense. It might feel hard, but you're not alone. There's thousands, if not millions of us who are going through this."
This is me taking your hand and telling you exactly that.
With love,
Amanda
P.S. If you're in the messy middle right now, or you know someone who's questioning everything while everyone around them seems fine, please share this episode. And if it resonates, I'd love to hear from you—DM me on Instagram @amandaparker.co or reach out through the contact page. You don't have to do this alone.